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Path

I was walking on a stone path

A path made by the past to be used by the future

I looked up, to the west, light Blue

To the east, white because of clouds

But above me, straight above me

Blue Dark Blue the Blue of a thousand heartaches

I felt I needed to help one of those heartaches

Would it b my own or another's

I looked up again the Blue was Darker

Another heartache

As I walked the stone path


Mirror
Shattered image

Like my heart

In the mirror

It's crushed, my heart that is

Shattered image

What can I do

Rejection

I'm used to it

Mostly

Shattered image

Like my life

Rape

That I'll never be used to

Shattered image

I pick up the shards

Glue them back in place

But it's not the same

It's still broken

Like my life

I start to throw away the pieces

Parallel to my soul

Depression sinks in

Drugs take part

I nearly die

Maybe I can change, heal

Maybe I'll get a new mirror

  Becoming
Dear Diary

Red Ruby Dark

I taste it Sweet Salty Tart

What is this that flows from me so sweet?

I laugh

Is this death it doesnt hurt?

The man above me is laughing to

I reach up and touch the wound

It's on my neck is it a bite?

It is my God it's even at night

He slits his wrist puts it to my mouth

He says do drink I try to pout

I suck and suck it feels like fire

Then all the sudden need for death is dire

The pain the pleasure he says this is death

Then the pain is gone I'm still alive

But I feel so cold and the color has left

Also a new thirst a brand new drive

Oh dear diary was this real?

My body sill moves and I can feel

My senses soar it feels so right

I am now a vampire I'll drink blood tonight.

Criteria
Fitting criteria

Death pain deliria

Rejection

Recollection

There is only a fraction

Of feeling

Of being

Of needing

Of seeing

We are blind

Broken

Beaten

Dieing

Is this what we call surviving

Yet there are some that are only scratched

They do the beating

Do we ever fight back

Yes there are a few

they recognize the pattern

Figure out what to do

They wage war

But they can't win, will never win

The rich, the popular

Everyone is brainwashed

To think beauty is better

Money is perfect

And pain and suffering are fun

You know I think I'll be one

That doesn't fit the criteria

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WHAT IS GOING ON
Questions.
Answers.
Where does it end.

Silence.
Thunder.
I can hear yet I am deaf.

Love.
Hate.
Feelings intermingle.

Right.
Wrong.
Ethics intertwine.

Good.
Evil.
Why won't it end.

I question the world searching for answers.
Where will my search end.

The silence of the world becomes thunder.
I hear and shut it out.

I love this boy and hate him for it.
Undoing what was done.

Sometimes what is right becomes twisted, wrong.
Life needs to untangle.

Good can turn to evil.
Will fights ever end.

I ask the world questions it won't give me answers.
So here is where it ends I believe in...
Something
But what?


Tears Stains Why

Tears stain the page I'm looking at

It's in my hand

I think

What is happening to me

Tears

Liquid

I don't understand

I used to be so hard

Cool to beyond love

I built a wall

No one could break it

In till now

One boy broke it down

I want to deny it

Yet, yet it's true

I've given love

It's not returned

My friends pull me through

But I'm still sad

He forgives me

Forgives me for what

What did I do wrong, love

Yet my sanity returns

I feel better now

But I still cry

Tears stain the page I'm looking at

Why?


The Search
Secrets
Lies
Silence
Death

This is my world
This is my life
Making people hate
Causing people strife
Forced into this fate
This is my life

I go out every night
For my search
To survive
I've taken my last breath
And yet I'm still alive
Can it, will it ever end
This is my life

I go out every night
For my search
My search
The search
Search for
For my relief
For a drug
For blood
This is my life



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